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Thursday, November 15, 2012

A Private Message In a Public Place

Don't you mess with a little girl's dream

'Cause she's liable to grow up mean


Surprised you to find that I'm laughing?

You thought that you'd find me in tears
You thought I'd be crawling the walls
Like a tiny mosquito and trembling in fear


Well you may be king for the moment

But I am a queen understand
And I've got your pawns and your bishops
And castles
All inside the palm of my hand


While you were looking the other way

While you had your eyes closed
While you were licking your lips
'Cause I was miserable
While you were selling your soul
While you were tearing a hole in me


I was taking control


Now I have taken control

Now I have taken control...

This is beginning to feel good

Watching you squirm in your shoes
A small bead of sweat on your brow
And a growl in your belly your scared to let through


You thought you could keep me from loving

You thought you could feed on my soul
But while you were busy destroying my life
What was half in me has become whole


While you were looking the other way

While you had your eyes closed
While you were licking your lips
'Cause I was miserable
While you were selling your soul
While you were tearing a hole in me


I was taking control


Now I have taken control

Now I have taken control...

So this is how it feels

To breath in the summer air
The feel the sand between my toes
And love inside my ear
All those things that you taught me to fear
I've got them in my garden now
And you're not welcome here



Come a little bit closer

Let me look at you
I gave you the benefit
Of the doubt it's true
But keep in mind my darling
Not every saint is a fool


While you were looking the other way

While you had your eyes closed
While you were licking your lips
'Cause I was miserable
While you were selling your soul
While you were tearing a hole in me



I was taking control


Now I have taken control

Now I have taken control...

Don't you mess with me

--Poe, Control

You're not allowed in my life. Do not try to enter it again. After twenty years of silence, this is the only message you will have from me for the rest of your life.

You are NOT in my life and NEVER will be again.

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Apologies to fans, friends, and family, but I had to take a stand against someone to AGAIN remind them they are not allowed to hurt me. Thank you --Rhiannon Frater